2010. május 12., szerda

Mustache period - Maze for the mind

I was just doodling around adding lines and forming shapes one after the other and ended up with this randomness of grey objects with the mustached onetoothed old man put in the middle and I don't know what is really meant to be maybe texas kid willie baronet can help me out with this one who sometimes feels the same way about his art of lines so I deceided not to let my dad throw it to the recycle bag this time cos it may has a reason to stay with us. to be honest a possible partial though explanation has already been given stating that my old man might be my dear late greatgrandpa Sanyi and thinking of him still now can make me like almost need to cry but he had no mustache and hat funny like that and it's no the way he used to smile and when he looked at me he didn't even know who i was i guess and always wanted to go home and was full of fears. even though i have to admit that if i look it that way the filled in grey frame is like a grave it can be though i can't remember now what i wanted with that and if it turned out to be true it would sadden me i guess and see a little piece of heart is lying there. so maybe it's really just a meaningless gettogether of a pile of doodles i'm often killing time with and they chose to present themself this way. except the mustache it was very intentional it can be roberto's influence who is a thick mustache to his JA JA JA mind and never understands me just gives me JA JA JAs but he can do the trick with rocks and it is his mustache everything started with and see i put it on the way willie baronet laying lines one after another and it's a good kinda maze to the eye try to find one way or another out

Mustache period - Watchers

i wanna dedicate this drawing to one of my first blog friend jack foster whose biblehead i learn frequently and recomended his blog to my fellow students in my religion class in school but his blog is in english so we mostly just talked about his drawings. he always writes me and i very much like to write him back and he always nice but last time i was a little critical with his careless granny and now i feel a little bad that maybe i made him feel that he'd done real that bad but i can't help thinking that putting granny on the road like that is just too dangerous. but okey jack foster didn't post it on his biblehead it was on jacktoons. my drawing is meant to be about god but my god became a thick wide cloud and he has a cloud wife too and in that case he can't be really the god cos he do not allow himself to have a wife but god protects us and he's in everything and i see him in those big thick clouds above and it's been raining for a week or so and I spotted this bird down the river and the clouds were not those angry grey clouds at all they were filled full of sun to be poured onto us and though i had my mac on i still felt on my face and then from the shore saw that bird's succsessfull dive and those big protecting clouds and thought that was something and as i got home i quickly put it on paper and now i'm showing you. So maybe it is not god but something related to him or her no sure and i'm always puzzled but i think god wears a mustache and he is very old and full of wonder like those clouds comming and going by but always there to watch over us

2010. május 9., vasárnap

Fearless

dear jack foster + lakhsmita indira (you got a real strange name really really strange) you 2 posted comment on my mother's illustration of which you thought was mine and now I consider it very important to enlighten you two on the fact which is obviously escaped your notice that that was not my work but my mother's and what is more for me it is no a big deal to greet an alien earthling at all I mean after I've already done it (see here) so by now they must be for sure quite familiar with each other after all so I think her idea of being without fear in that case is just too obvious so that's no my way to express fearlessness. therefor to make myself clearer i deceided to post my very own work on if too and that's a shewolf in the moonlight and that place is a glade and it's cold and as dark as the back of my rhino beetle living in our garden and every threatening piece of all the things around there stand still watching her with fear and honour being so very noble so above everything. fear and cold and dark and the banshee sound of the midnight trees with echoing black hole eyes and the big wide opening and I can tell you that's what real fits for fearless for me and now you probably do understand state of fearlessness as i see is far from fun and more like sensing the unknown around that she manages to control by the sole presence of herself. so bye now and no need to fear read yourself to sleep instead!

2010. április 22., csütörtök

Detective

oh no where are my words I have the picture but don't have my words. no no and no again lost them. okey no problemo cos I promise I'll type in everything again tomorrow after school so you won't miss that much till then have a close look and see what's going on a couple of centimeters above the ground at night at our garden and what you got is a mouse in the wild grass and now he looks pretty much like a special agent obviously investigating something that might be related to the neighbouring cat or as it is now he can be after my lost story the ghost in my machine and see that's interesting really something I should have to think over myself too cos I really don't know what went wrong and I spent a lot of time typing in what was in my head that time and now there are lots of other things in it not even close to those words and what I know for real is that one of the things I surely wanted to tell you is that I drew this one in photoshop using my digital pen and I think it's really cool looking and see how he is bending a little and that's because he spotted something suspicious! okey now i'm real scared bye and sleep well wait i just realized those SCARY eyes of a hunting cat above my mouse head and i tell you it wasn't my real intention to draw them there and now I'm more scared then 1 hour ago. hi friends 1 more thing to say of this drawing. my mouse's in big trouble cos i can see clearly now the cat's mouth open wide ready to take his midnight supper little detective and i think it's gonna be my fault kind of cos i wasn't careful enough with using the digital pen however the second stands still and will forever so there is still hope i think bye

2010. április 12., hétfő

Songs I'm in - Lily



I found the next song and it sounds very great though don't understand the words. maybe one of you can help me out with this perhaps andi if you come and see me cos I know you speak the language. and I'd like to inform you that at sunday hungary voted and cos insisted finally I was allowed to go with mum to vote at least on one of the 2 papers that the names of the party candidates were listed on and which candidate I marked won't tell you cos it was a secret ballot but I can tell you that my party is not the one that lola chose and to cut back to the beautiful melody I hope you will play it cos my favorite part is when the girl plays the cello and the trumpet as well is really cool so bye for now

2010. április 11., vasárnap

Rare Snapshots of my Hungry Doodle

first I drew him in my solfege workbook and he was born out of my hunger for a good bite of marzipan and I was really bored at that afternoon and the miss said 'too much mistake' and 'not so well done, Lili' for this exercise and my parents can't help much cos they know little of solfege and they were angry too cos I keep on not eating what my mum puts in my lunch box. so it's all about my hungry stomach I guess and the strawberry yogurt


on this paper he appears again cos I was hungry too that time when I was supposed to do my homework. to be honest with you there was some milka around so it was no that bad after all though it felt just obvious to draw my hungry doodle anyway.

2010. április 10., szombat

Linked - Curiosity of 2 Fragile Souls

long time no see. it's spring so I'm quite busy having great fun outside. I'm that outdoor type of kinda kid. but anyway. I got a drawing to show you here that I did some months ago when I was at the budapest comiccon where I spotted these funny doodles coming out of that boy's mind and I just felt like to line them down and stick them together for the sake of it. on my sheet how they are in my mind too. and it's the rabbit who fears the unknown water but now is standing in the middle of it for purpose cos this rabbit is taking a big brave peculiar step toward what is meant to be the very core of a true friendship and duck tries to understand the meaning of the whole happening watching it from the side of the rabbit's precious carrot field. I mean every beginning is always difficult and in certain circumstances real awkward too.